I have a confession.
With "next year" (as I continue to call it even though it's approximately one month away) looming around the corner...
I'm incredibly terrified.
Besides the uncertainty of not knowing where I'm supposed to be next, what I'm supposed to be doing, and all the details in between... the all consuming fear as of late has been an intense fear of being lonely - lonely to my core.
I can't tell you how many conversations I've had about this. I can't tell you how many tears I've cried about it. And I can't even begin to tell you the prayers and pleas I've made as of late.
But just when the darkness seems overwhelming, when the lies seem too loud to hear anything else, when my circumstances seem to tell me I am not worthy of companionship, when my heart aches seemingly without end...
I'm reminded I will never be forsaken. I will never be alone. I will never be unknown. I will never be abandoned. I will never be forgotten. I will never be without friendship. I will never not be pursued relentlessly.
1 comments:
That's true. But it helps to have friends, doesn't it? We are here, and we love you.
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